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Dec. 29th, 2013

ipu

28th Dec 2013

It's been a good day.

It's been a good year (more to come later).

Nov. 18th, 2013

ipu

Wants

Jul. 24th, 2013

ipu

Fiction

is still pretty much out of my reach.

Though truth sometimes gets close enough.

May. 9th, 2013

ipu

Amor fati

I want to learn more and more to see as beautiful what is necessary in things; then I shall be one of those who make things beautiful. Amor fati: let that be my love henceforth! I do not want to wage war against what is ugly. I do not want to accuse; I do not even want to accuse those who accuse. Looking away shall be my only negation. And all in all and on the whole: some day I wish to be only a Yes-sayer.

- Friedrich Nietzsche

Apr. 9th, 2013

ipu

(no subject)

If they all feel the same, the problem must lie with me ain't it?

Mar. 27th, 2013

ipu

(no subject)

Lots of vulgar thingsCollapse )

I realise that I can produce a massive body of work, but only if I get in those self-destructive moods. Probably channeling Plath, but that's not the point. It could be healthier, but there's a certain magic in this degree of messed-up-ness and faux-determination and something a good friend said.

So then. Tata, and I will never give up.

Mar. 25th, 2013

ipu

Salvation

Salvation

Well my heart's feeling tired
and my heart's giving in
but to not gonna wanna live this life
will sure be the greatest sin

And it's a hard life to take up
and it's a hard thing to feel the flow
and it's hard some times to take it in
and it's even harder to let it go

I've got to find some salvation
I've got to see the beauty in the things I know
I've got to see seize my creation
I've got to find a way to fill my soul
I've got to find a way to fill my soul
I've got to find a way to fill my soul

Well my heart's feeling heavy
and my heart's giving in
but the light that'll follow my darkest hour
will be the prettiest light that's ever been

And it's a hard life to take up
and it's a hard living when you know
that you must come down from every high
and the good times come and the good times go

We've got to find some salvation
We've got to see the beauty in the things we know
We've got to see seize our creation
We've got to find a way to fill our soul
We've got to find a way to fill our soul
We've got to find a way to fill our soul

Mar. 19th, 2013

ipu

Modest Mouse - Lives



Cut for LyricsCollapse )

Mar. 16th, 2013

ipu

(no subject)

How can you get very far,
If you don't know Who You Are?
How can you do what you ought,
If you don't know What You've Got?
And if you don't know Which To Do
Of all the things in front of you,
Then what you'll have when you are through
Is just a mess without a clue
Of all the best that can come true
If you know What and Which and Who.
- Benjamin Hoff,
The Tao of Pooh, "Cottleston Pie" (1982)

Mar. 13th, 2013

ipu

Dear me.

Dear me,

Finish your work. THEN YOU CAN FUCKING PLAY ALL YOU WANT.

Regards,
Me

P.S. Bloody hell. Seriously.

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